Well hello. So basically we are approaching 2013. It's pretty near right . Yeah so far December is just not my month . And this 2012 also not my year lah i tell you. I'am lying if I tell you this year i never shed tears, sigh or even lose hopes . I experienced those kind of negative thoughts, but your life is yours. you have to face it even you hate them . I have to get up and tell people that I'am alright even though all the pain are killing me. Think positive because all the things happen to everyone have their own reasons. Allah is testing you. You have to believe Him because He is always be there for you no matter what . InshaAllah everything will be fine in 2013. ameen.